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growing up

2010-06-27T09:05:00.002+08:00

lonelier and emptier than ever...
and bored...
changes....
time to grow...

Poll: How many liters of fuel do you use a month?

2010-02-23T14:24:00.000+08:00

Poll: How many liters of fuel do you use a month?

Comment on this. Let yourself be heard by the goverment.

Happy chinese new year and valentines!

2010-02-20T23:22:00.007+08:00

Here comes the tiger roaring past year 2009 into the year 2010! To all i wish a very happy and prosperous chinese new year! And health is wealth so don't eat too much!!! Therefore i wish all great health too! I wonder how everyone else has spent their holidays. My family's chinese new year is much of a routine because we do the same thing every year, but others would call it tradition, and it's important to keep tradition says granny and pops! Btw, i've been taking alot more pictures for this years CNY so i've uploaded some.

Red lanterns around sure lifts up the new year spirit!

First chinese new year for this lil guy! Nice suit!Granny! Remember that tradition is important!
This is one of the rare shots of me! 200 pics and i'm in only 12, great....

and last but not least, pops!

Btw, this year new year was a tad more special; it coincided with valentines day. Many lovey dovey couples would fret i bet, having to be separated to each return to their respective hometowns on such a special day. Married couples however would be looking on the brigther side of this rare occasion i presume. Check out these love birds below, they're simply inseparable! Everytime we take them apart for a shot, they keep flying back to each other. I guess even these birds got caught in the valentine mood.

You see what i'm trying to tell you? even they're cuddling up!
They need to get a room.... ;p coughs*

For those of you who is familiar with the town of Ipoh, i'm sure you know just how scorching hot this little town can get. Ipoh mind you is probably around 2-3 degrees hotter than it is here in Selangor or Kl on any average day. so the only solution to this problem was to get to cameron highlands. it's actually pretty quick if you'd like to get from ipoh to cameron highlands using the simpang pulai roads. the cold and fresh air in camerons was truly a blessing and the sights were really soothing!

Oh yea, i forgot to mention that KAr Fai and wai yi came to visit. We played a pretty interesting game however the contents of the game would be a secret shared only between the 3 of us! :)
I aimed the flash in the wrong direction... :( And i jumped way to early!!!!!
check the cards! we played a great game...I'm not lying! Kar Fai's face says it all.....

moving on

2010-02-02T22:35:00.002+08:00

I've always known that it wasn't meant to be for me. I've always known you had someone else.
All i was waiting for is an answer. And now that i've been given the answer, i can finally move on. I'm not hurt but rather, relieved. Whatever i had, it's been left hanging for too long with nothing to nurture it and it has become a burden. Now that I feel as if the burden has lifted itself off my shoulder it has allowed me to heal and grow. And once i'm fully recovered, i'll find and start a whole new adventure! :)

Happy new year 2010!!!!

2010-01-01T19:55:00.002+08:00

happy new year to everyone! Stay healthy everyone and stay happy. Every day is a blessing so cherish it!
If you have a new year's resolution, try to make sure you keep to it.

and thank you to all those who rememberred, or tried to remember my birthday and i'd like to thank everyone for all the well wishes!

take care everyone! see you guys soon!!! =)

transient state

2010-01-01T19:51:00.007+08:00

I'm confused and slightly lost. I feel that i need you. Not a day pass without you running through my head. I feel like i need to see you everyday, to hear your voice or just to have your name pop up on my phone. Even little things like that brings a smile to my face.

damn you!

you've become an addiction, my addiction.
an addiction i cannot live without! =)

Back to Uni!

2009-11-25T09:58:00.004+08:00

Woo....!!!! my long awaited exam results are finally out. I finally pulled my cgpa above 3.50! Bad thing is my classes resumes next monday which sucks! It's so soon!
too soon!

Ampang lookout point

2009-11-09T18:01:00.007+08:00

I'm having my holidays now. It's pretty short, a mere 3 weeks but it's great to have it anyways. I haven't been much of anywhere for a long time now, so dad decided to go somewhere. He've never heard of this place till i mentioned it to him a few days back. Since it was a Sunday night, we decided to be more adventurous and go explore.

To start with, we had a tough time finding the place as the GPS we were using kept bringing us to all the small winding roads and we were starting to feel lost. Persistance paid off and we've got to learn to trust the GPS sometimes regardless of which route it takes us through. It was a pretty long drive, probably around 30 minutes from home to get there. Traffic is heavy as always in Ampang (Yong Tau Foo heaven).

Not to far from my favourite yong Tau Foo restaurant in Ampang, i've reached to foot of the hill. The drive up wasn't exactly spectacular because it really was hard to drive as there was only natural lighting. No roadlights at on the entire stretch uphill. You couldn't see a thing but as you continue to ascend, things start to look different. Midway up, you'll see the most spectacular view of KL. Its a plateau which lets you overlook the entire city. Since there are no roadlights or other light sources around, you get the purest view which no light pollution. I would definitely stop at the plateau the next time I'm there and i'll make sure i'll have an DSLR with me. Trust me, you wouldn't want to miss capturing a shot like that.

Perhaps another 3 minutes drive up from the plateau is the peak of the hill. That is where all the restaurants are located at. There are about 4 or 5 restaurants there which serves all trends of food.
We had ours at the Lookout Point Restaurant which serves both eastern and western cuisines. Food is rather good but not outstanding, but the price is much affordable. I really liked the tea selections they had. They serve good tea there, peach tea to be precise.
Next to it is Bread & Olive which serves mediterranean fusion cusines. There wasn't much people there but it is the best looking cafes in the area. The layout of the restaurant oozes with ambient atmosphere which accentuates the view of the KL from uphill.
The third restaurant is Haven. I have absolutely no idea what they serve but i see alot of middle eastern tourist having their meals there. And alot of them were smoking Shishas.
Here are some shots i took with my Canon Ixus860IS. It isn't the best camera to take night shots i would say, but it sure beats not having one to take with. The noise levels in some of the pictures are quite high and some are blurry due to my shaky hands so do pardon it.

Me and Mom.
Dad and Mom.

So it was a Sunday night well spent. It was better than sitting at home watching TV to see Manchester United lose to Chelsea (LOL!!!). So as we were driving back along Jalan Ampang, you'll reach a point where you feel nearest to KLCC without having to strain your neck for trying to see the entire building. I used a slow shutter speed to take the picture below so it would seem as though the entire building was illuminated but the bottom part is a little blurry. ;p FAIL!We reached home at around 11.30 only to realise we've forgotten to feed Nicky! I guess that's why he didn't seem too excited when i took a picture of him. Sorry baby fatso! =p

Till the next time! Ciowz!

Crazy week ahead

2009-08-16T11:25:00.003+08:00

First of all, my uni was closed for a week reason being the H1N1 outbreak. Makes no difference to me because i had mid semester breaks anyways so lets just say the Foundation students got lucky.

The friday my uni was closed, i was suppose to hand in 1 take home quiz and take one on that day. Now that it was closed, they pushed it all forward into the coming week. What a nightmare!

What was originally scheduled for the coming week is:-

Electronic Measurement Lab Practical Exam- Wednesday
Dynamics Test 1- Thursday
Electrcial Circuit Test 1- Friday

Seems bearable.

Then the other lecturer emailed today. I thought it was the notes that he usually emails us. But it WASN'T! In there was written..........

Manufacturing Processes, Quiz 2- Monday 17/8/2009
Manufacturing Processes, Test 1- Tuesday 18/8/2009

Means i got a damn test everyday. WTF!

But someone's turning 21 on saturday, so time to Party after all those wretched tests!!! Woo!!! =p

2009-06-27T00:13:00.001+08:00

feel so lonely sometimes...
there's a void somewhere...

nothing i do fills the void...

holidays

2009-05-27T22:59:00.003+08:00

It's been more than a month since my holidays started and honestly, i'm getting tired of it. My holiday's been absolutely boring though i did enjoy those few but precious outings with some friends. Besides that, the only highlight i have everyday is basketball in the evening. I hope mother nature is kind enough to bless me with pleasant weather everyday. :)

I've been on a roller coaster of emotions lately. but mostly good emotions. on the contrary however i can't help but doubt myself. there are uncertainties with my own feelings. i've said things on my previous post, but i have to express myself. but suddenly i feel as if the feelings dissapeard as quickly as it appeared. I guess the feelings aren't as strong as it used to be but it left a mark.

Lately, i have been talking to a friend about relationships. We're quite sensible about the things we say, but our greatest weakness is that we never follow our own advice. it is very much easier to give advice than to take them on. Even as i speak, i know i will not be able to do what i've said.
Honestly, though i give advice on relationships, i feel that i myself would be the most terrible person to give advice. I HADN'T been in any relationships before. So therefore i dubb myself " Ze Virgin of Relationships". :)

Girls, quite a few i've fallen for but none i've done the right things for them to feel as i do for them. Nevertheless, the friendship is just as priceless. Even when things don't work out the way i'd hope it doesn't mean things have turned out bad. The way i see it, things have turned out just as well as it is suppose to, but differing from initial expectations. Nature has its way with things and we'll come to realise that whatever happens till the end has all been for the better and not the worse. We grow and learn from experience and the day will come when you'll realise that whatever bad memories in life has brought you happiness in other forms.

Life is short. Live it till the end. Live like every moment's your last. To my friends who's reading, have you realised that you're in your 20s now? has it occured that you've aged a quater of your life away? to the lucky ones, how are you going to spend the other 3/4 of your lives? where does your family rank in your life? where do you rank in your life? how long more do you have with your parents and siblings? i've chose how to live my life, take things easy. be optimistic in life and you'll be happy. why live in sadness and despair? you decide yourself how your life will be!Should you want to, nothing and no one can make you unhappy ; it's whether you want to let make you so. There is not a need in this world to be fussy, in case you didn't realise, being fussy means you're easily unsatisfied which results in you feeling that life is incomplete. Work for what you want, don't complain about not having it. It's just a thought, if you have some time why not ponder over what i've said?

Btw, i've been to Pik Yuen's blog and saw a video there. Decided to Youtube the actual video and mind you the song is rather addictive. I've been listening to it over and over for the past hour! Here's the vid.
gee gee gee gee gee..baby baby baby baby...
*points finger* no no no no no!!! :)
boy it's really addictive and catchy!

2009-05-23T00:40:00.003+08:00

I don't call that often anymore,
I don't message that often anymore,
I've stopped saying things that I usually say,

Truly I felt that I've buried that feeling,
A feeling that I thought I will never get in return,
But when I saw you again, I feel that I've lost myself,
Words don't come out so naturally, And I don't know what so say to you,

I stare as you walk away, thoughts running through my mind,
watch as you stride away,
Then i notice an old feeling, that of which it seems my heart just melted away,
I can't help but say I think I'm still in love with you.

:)

cooking again

2009-04-27T19:52:00.002+08:00

Today was one of days where i go cooking out of boredom. Usually food turns out nice(or edible at the very least) when i cook something simple, without my mom's guidance but today I screwed up!

Today's menu, French Onion Soup!!!
Here's the recipe:-

Ingredients

3 T butter or olive oil
4 large white onions, thinly-sliced
1 t salt
½ t dry mustard
dash of thyme
5 cups vegetable stock and/or water
2 T soy sauce
2 T dry white wine (optional)
white pepper
croutons or stale French bread
cheese: Gruyère or Swiss, grated or sliced (optional)

Directions

Melt the butter in the wok, saucepan, or kettle at medium heat. Add onions and salt, cook for 10 minutes, stirring occasionally.

Add mustard and thyme, stir well, cover.

Simmer over very low heat for 35 minutes.

Add stock or water, soy sauce, optional wine, and pepper. Simmer for another 10 minutes.

Ladle the soup into bowls and top with croutons and cheese. If your bowls are oven-proof, you can then place the dishes under the broiler for a minute or two to melt and brown the cheese.

There you have it. Seems relatively easy doesn't it? How is it that I screwed up you ask? I added too much water and the soup came out to a watery bland golden brown liquid. Mind you it was suppose to come out as a THICK, CREAMY, SWEET, CARAMELLY, AROMATIC soup.

Then out came the head chef, my mom. Well she managed to fix the soup. She made it taste like its suppose to taste. The only thing i did right with the soup was the colour! LoL! But persistance is a great value. I'm not giving up! I'm going to get it right the next time!

Wedding Day 3rd March 2009

2009-04-02T23:08:00.018+08:00

So here they are, the big day of my beloved sister.

Parent's are sooooo happy and proud. Well, she's 26 and I think it's a good age to get married. Family planning leads to early retirement if you marry at this age! LoL!
Enough crapping and so here are the pics.

Getting ready with the make up and all....

Arrival of the groom a.k.a Maxime Villandre

Gotta love them Nasi Lemak!Proud parents!

Now it's the pictures for all the task before getting to the bride.

Now for all the praying and official religious ceremony...

The bride and her gang sneaking around..

Family potrait!WooHoo!The In-Laws!

The "heng dais"(brothers)

The "chi mui"(seriously)
Garden Shots

Restaurant

That's the end so lets end it with a toast! Yaaaammmmmmmmmmm Sennnnnnnnnnggggggg!!!!

Sister's Wedding 2nd March

2009-04-02T22:46:00.003+08:00

Twas the night before the wedding. Many people came from far and wide to celebrate and acknowledge the soon to be wedding of a lady of 26 years. Many were strangers, some were unheard of but most importantly, many family and friends showed up.

It could be considered the bachelor's night for my sister. We had buffet and invited almost 150 guest over that night. We were lucky that the food turned out to be more scrumptious than initially thought and the show of guests were really splendid.

Everyone was really busy serving the guest that night so I'd really have nothing much to say so I'll let the pictures do the talking. To those who are not around perhaps the pictures would act as an overview to the event that night.

I didn't manage to take much pictures that night because I kinda forgot to charge the battery but nothing else really matters since it was mostly only about people eating.ALOT!

Check out the next post for more interesting pictures and what went on on the wedding day.

untitled

2009-01-11T00:08:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone, it's a new year so here's an update since i haven't blogged in almost 2 months.

I've been blog hopping alot lately having nothing much to do in Uni since I lack social life there and I have been seeing alot of updates which are rather interesting.

I've seen many posts regarding relationships; parents, friends, partners etc.
Hmmm...all i'm saying is, family comes first no matter what you might say or think. Inmaturity has a way of screwing with your mind, making you say things or do things that you'll never mean no matter how serious a matter may seem. Alot of things done by the family may seem insignificant most of the time, I know because it happens to me too. Then when I gave it a thought, imagined myself 20 years down the road, I would have probably done the same too because there are many circumstances that we are yet to go through that they have too. We don't realise it yet but what ever they do, it is out of love. Trust me, if it wasn't love, would you still be around having what you have, going where you're going; and If it wasn't love wouldn't they put themselves ahead of you? Why work so hard when they could have taken it easy? Give it a thought.
Relationships. Hmmm... A word that has no relation to me in whatever way. Reason? I never had any! I crave for one though. Yeap, I guess its right some people call it desperation. People never do understand how i feel. It never was a matter of having a partner or not, or rather, having showered people with so much affection, Is it wrong that sometimes I too would like to have some myself? All i need now is just a confirmation to myself, is it possible to have someone feel the same way for me that i feel for them? Am i doing everything wrong? Things I do never seem to work out, and strangely they always fall for someone else! Hahaha...hmmm...guess i could be a good luck charm to other ppl! ;p Who knows right?
And to those who have what they have right now, a little compromise goes a long way! Appreciate who you have. Don't go f**king around, making a fool out of yourself. Someday you're going to make a wrong move and you'll see everything that you were lucky enough to have crumble in your eyes. And for those who fall victims to those who f**k around, here's some advice. Remember that you're not the real victim in this relationship. Some people just can't find treasure even if it's embedded on their eyes. Remember that you're better than that, that you'll be stronger then him/her. Trust me, you don't need assholes to survive do you?; metaphorically speaking.
And speaking about friends, it's simple. Friends come and go. Those who don't go are great friends, true friends. Those who do, are not so there really isn't a need to try too hard to hold on to that that's not meant to be. A true friend with be truthful to you though he/she knows it is sometimes better to hide the truth. Nothing great ever comes from lies.

Things I've said above, If you've read it, give it a thought. Read it again and see if you see things in my perspective. I'm really just a simple person, begging for the basic essentials in life. Once again, about the things I've said above, If you feel something about the things I said, and if it affects your emotions in any way, do know that I'm being truthful and I said what I did because I DO care, and if i didn't, why the trouble of writing?

That's all this time. Signing off!
~11th January 2008, 12.40a.m.~

Fire

2008-11-29T19:07:00.003+08:00

Had the scare of my life last night. Mom and Bro both called screaming "Fire" over the phone! My house was on fire. Mom was home alone!
Was out with some friends for "yum cha sessions" after basketball at Taman Tun. Thank god i wasn't too far away. Rushed home,(thanks Jit and sorry i drove your car so recklessly, I bet i must've burnt away alot of fuel from your car) and saw that the power was out at my house. That scared the shit out of me. Rushed in and with my torchlight switched on and thank god my mom was alright. She had some minor burns on her hand and though it hurts we still got to be grateful.

More damage were done but this is the only things i could take picture of that was burnt. Oh well....
Look at how the curtain holders melted! The bottom picture is how it's suppose to look like.

Even the air-cond melted!

Lousy short circuited plug!

Here I'd like to thank everyone who were there to help! You guys have the deepest appreciation from me and my family. Thanks once again!

The sweet memories that I never had...

2008-10-08T14:38:00.002+08:00

A friend sent me an email which I've seen before. I've read it time and time before but somehow i never really realised how true it was before i lost it all.
Here's what the email says...and I feel the same way too...
Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:
1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say 'I miss you'
24. The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling.Only felt.

Sick and homesick!

2008-10-07T17:41:00.002+08:00

Here's just a random post. I haven't been updating for a long time now so i guess i'd ought to do it someday.

It's funny how you suddenly become awfully homesick when you fall sick. That's how i felt. I was alone in my hostel lying in bed, not feeling so good, then this awful homesick feeling came. It isn't good to feel homesick because you tend to lose focus and you find it hard to do things you want to do. I wished badly i was home, but i wasn't. Now that I'm feeling better(not feeling sick NOT not feeling homesick), i got into the mood of blogging as you can see.

It's amazing how time flies really, 2 to 3 post earlier i was blogging about stepping into uni life and now, in 3 weeks i'm going to have my finals exam and that's the end of my first semester. 4 months gone just like that. For example, Hehn and Hann was back for 3 months, but it sure didn't feel like 3 months. It felt much shorter. Bummer... I want to savour more time with my friends. I wish time passes more slowly. I want more time with my family. Sometimes it sucks being home when the family doesn't seem to agree on things and you get stuck in between, but that's nothing compared to the sweet moments. Home is where the heart is. And i miss home.(though i'm not staying that far away la....ahhahaha)

Oh yea, i finally went to Puchong to look for Qi Qi after such a long time i told her i'm going to. We had dinner together and just talked. It was nice really. It was quality time. You got to cherish your friends and not take advantage of them. When they're still around, do look for them more! See like those of you guys far far far away, spread out all over Malaysia, i'm sure you guys want to meet up more than anything but its funny those who are still around each other don't! Hahaha...Remember...just be truthful and all will go well. To those who take advantage of you, just let them do it because at the end they're just going to lose it all.

Anyways, we went to Pappa Kopitiam in Bandar Puteri Puchong. There are quite alot of fancy restaurants in Bdr. Puteri suprisingly! (Btw there's also a Pappa Kopitiam in Sunway Damansara opposite where Pik Yuen's staying) When I'm free and when i do have cash perhaps i will go visit Qi Qi again and trry a different restaurant....hahahaa....sien la being here in the hostel!

Anyways, thats all i got to say today...to those who reads this, take care and i can't wait to see you guys again! :)

Stuff?

2008-09-02T20:44:00.001+08:00

It's been 3 weeks since i felt this way. I thought i would feel better but actually i still feel like crap.

It isn't all bad losing all emotions but it feels rather weird to not feel any emotions.

It's as if nothing's there and all i feel is emptyness.

Can anyone fill this emptyness?

Have i lost myself?

2008-08-19T00:18:00.003+08:00

The past 3 weeks I haven't been myself emotionally.

Lost.

Confused.

Emptyness.

I don't really know what to feel anymore. I'm confused because I don't know if the things I've done were in vain. Am I not doing good enough? Is it that hard to realise?

Why has "these" things never worked out for me?

My doubts are building day by day. Losing my confidence. Myself and in "you".

Is it the time to move on?

Old feelings stir, a torrent of memorries and emotions rushing through me, washing away my current "self".

Strange thing is, I don't feel anything anymore.
Anger.

Frustration.

Dissapointment.

Sorrow.

Nothing at all, it just feels downright empty.

And to the person who I told this to, thanks for always being around.
LXYou know who you are.

~theme~

Lost Prophets-Rooftops.
The Click Five-Empty

Hitting the road!

2008-06-28T17:16:00.007+08:00

A song for the theme of this post.

Well, the time has finally come and we're officially no longer high school students. For those going to local Universities (IPTA & IPTS), Uni's starting tomorrow for us. Most of us are leaving to different states, NOT countries, to study. 7 months of holidays we've spent and 1 and half years of school we've been together, it's time to go our separate ways. To everyone, i wish you guys the best of luck in what ever you pursue. Take good care and get back safely.

Its been awhile since we went out together, but last night for the last time in the first half of the year 2008, we had our "awesome 4some" outings/yum cha sessions. Its little moments that seem so insignificant that makes all our outings so memorable. We had lots of fun, chattered quite a bit, joked and laughed our Asses off till we realised that it really is going to be awhile before we get to do this again. We had our moments of silence and deep thoughts. Let the picture tell the story.

*Drum rolls*

And the first 2 person going off to Uni would be me and Ting. I'll be studying at Uniten doing Mechanical Engineering whereas she'll be studying at UM doing Material Engineering. My campus is roughly a 40 minutes drive away so I'll be staying at the hostel.

Thats ME!
Ting with her Chocolate Sundae!

The two pictures below was our typical cam whoring sessions la! =p

And I guess everyone felt emo la after we realise that it's going to be awhile before we're all together again.

No la...ahhaha...we just poser only...thats all....hahahah....but it is a little sad when you think of it.

Lil best buddy's waiting to go into AIMST to do Dentistry whereas Chongy-boy is going to Singapore (NTU) to do Applied Math in roughly 3 weeks. When all that happens it really is going to be awhile before the next AWESOME FOURSOME sessions!
Take care and good luck everyone! Enjoy Uni and study hard where ever you are.

Till Next Time....Ciowz!

Christmas come early!!!

2008-06-10T23:25:00.002+08:00

Woo hooo!!!!!! As you guys can see my laptop is here!!!! What a beautiful vibrant RED colour isn't it? Initially i wanted to get the Pink one just like Chongy boy wanted to but like HBB Kid said, it could send out the wrong message. Come on, Pink's a nice metrosexual colour(though i'm not) and it's really really "Chio" like best buddy says it! So I chose my next favourite colour, RED!

And I name thee.......*drum rolls*

SHIAU-SUPER-PC!!!!!!!!

Isn't she just lovely?
Btw..still haven't got the hang of Vista yet....but will master it eventually!!!!

The tortoise won the race! (ipoh trip)

2008-05-21T17:21:00.013+08:00

Here's just some pictures on the recent ipoh trip. Uploading pictures took forever so you guys will just have to make do with it for now...will add more text to it soon!

Here's us leaving from my house! See!!! Thats my car in blue!!!
(Hahaha..unbelievable speed isn't it? Yeap..i thought so too...That was how fast Patrick was driving and can you believe my little buddy tailed him all the way? No wonder i couldn't see any of them on the highway...That's what happens when you abide the speed limit...you get left behind and eat ppl's dust!!! Lolz)
Ipoh town!

What's Ipoh without the awesomely delicious food right?

Some random pictures of ppl sleeping....

Awesome fun at The Lost World of Tambun (Ipoh's Sunway Lagoon)

Since the sequence of pictures,here's the part where we were at Kellie's castle!

Flashback

2008-04-10T19:46:00.029+08:00

I had much time to think about lately. I'm done coaching basketball and will officially be jobless by the end of this month. I'll stop teaching tuition by then.

Much thoughts have been running through my mind. Memories rush through my mind, letting me feel all those "moments" all over again. We endured much together, spent so much time together and cared so much for each other. We absolutely depended on each other to get past any hurdle in life.

I consider myself very lucky to have great friends and family. It gave me the opportunity to experience all the different feelings in the world.
I laughed.
I cried.
I got angry.
I got disappointed.
I got hurt.
I got proud.
I got jealous.
I got shy.
I got scared.
I panicked.
I loved.

Every single one of you all played an important role in my laugh and i truly am outrageously grateful that I had a part to play in your life as well. I wouldn't exchange anything else in world for you guys. The only regret in my life now was me not making the fullest of every opportunity and making a difference. I regretted it and now there's no longer anything i can do. If I ever had the chance I would have not done certain things if I could have foreseen the outcome. I would have rather kept it to myself than knowing that my actions could mean losing you guys. Too late for regrets now.

Now that i've looked back, all i can say now is...
Whoa! What a Ride!
I can't wait to get back in line and pray that I'll be lucky to relive any of the moments.
You guys are the world and you guys rock! Take care!

2008-04-06T18:34:00.002+08:00

Soft and cuddly but hollow inside.

SMK Sultan Abdul Samad Form 6 Grad Ball 06/07 2007

2007-12-19T01:04:00.000+08:00

It really is a memorable slide show...great pictures bringing back great memories..
Life in Form6 really is sweet...appreciate it...

Form6 Graduation Ball..December 13 2007...Awesome Day!

2007-12-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

Ok ok...here's wat i have to say, since uploading pictures is a really slow process, this post at the moment is still just a draft..i shall edit it later...soon..i hope...Don't ya think i look rather DAshing??? ahahha..i'm jus saying...ignore me..ahhaha! Enjoy!

Foong Khim,SHIAU!!!!, and Brenda!

ChidNESS and Me
Nice pic of Eunice..don't ya think?
The bunch?
Me with the Lower6 prom comittee..thanks for the awesome night u guys held!
Chongy-boy,Jiaqi and Me...a lil blur...
Pik Pik,me and Qiqi...
2006/7 SMK SultanAbdul Samad Science1
Poser POT!
Mei mei brenda,me and Wai YI!!!
ME and Brenda mei mei...
Shiau and his rather little and small best buddy Hui Ling...
Me and Yu Ting!
I'm the thorn among the roses aren't i?
Me and da infamously funny Wai Yi!
We were rather lost cos we didn't know which camera to look
Me and Qi with Jason in the background
Kar Faime and Eunice
Lee Quin, Me and Eunice!

a new post?

2007-10-05T19:53:00.000+08:00

Oh well, today was just like any other day, nothing special happened earlier in the day. I went to bed probably around 2.30 a.m last night but and woke up around 9.30 this morning. I can't believe that i just slept for 7 hours. For a person who at most times need to hibernate, 7 hours is an extreme lack of sleep(though it's sad to say that people who sleep more die faster, i know...the irony....i read it from Reader's Digest a couple of years ago)

Then the day went on, just like another ordinary day, but the weather today isn't so forgiving. It was really really hot today so i just hid in my room to read a little bit of chemistry. Then as i was reading, i remembered that Pn. Tiong had asked us to do some chemistry work but i've forgotten which one to do so i decided to give Hui Hui a call.....And call her i did!

At first we were just talking about our studies but then we just moved on to other things like what we are going to get Xiao Ting Tang a.k.a Yu Ting for her birthday. Then we moved on to soft toys, what soft toys we had, friends...and eventually to how HOT it is TODAY!!!

After more talking and more bla bla bla-ing...her handphone battery was on the low whereas my phone bill was on the rise, so we decided that's all for today but before we ended, i had talked about washing my car; judging by how hot it is today it's perfect to wash my car. Then she said she wanted to wash her car too....and so we did...we had a deal that if she washed her car...i'll wash mine..we would message each other the time we began to wash and again when we were done. Below here is excruciating details and what we both had done throughout the entire "car wash" frenzy.

Shiau aka PB

Began at 6.05 when i drove my car over.
6.08 pm- noticed vacuum cleaner wire wasn't long enough-drove car into porch
Vacuumed the car-Using an extremely funky handy lil Electrolux vacuum cleaner(they better pay me for promoting theor products)
6.11pm-done vacuuming,drove my car out, went on to look for the pressure gun
approximately 6.17 i found the gun thingy...had it put up and i'm ready for action!
Washed the car...it took about half an hour...

Within that half an hour, i had thoroughly sprayed my car with water, then i used Amway car wash soap which apparently you only need to use a cap full for every 5 litre of water! You should buy one soon! And there i was scrubbing and rubbing, removing every bit of dust, dirt and grime i had on my car; i did it using an old towel. Once i was done, i had the car sprayed all over again with water, this time at high pressure to remove all the tough dirt that was still on the car. By the time i was done, my car finally looks shiny!

6.50- was done washing my car and was drying it. I used a type of cloth which was really absorbent, specially made for drying cars known as Synthetic chamois. Really useful! I dried the car in under 5 minutes with that 1 piece of cloth!Message Hui Hui!
7.oo pm-was done already but i had a little more time so i went on to put a layer of wax for my windscreen which repels rain and dirt. Using that wax thingy known as "Rain Zaxx" water is unable to stick on the surface of my windscreen and it just slides off, just like a round pebble on a steep surface!
7.15 pm...am finally done and message Hui Hui for the 2nd time to notify her that i was done!

Hui Ling aka Tau Kei aka Hui Hui
PB:Enlighten me on your car washing activity! shall compare mine and yours
HL:what do i say? i just wiped and scrubed!
PB:what time did you began and at what time were you done?
HL:i started at 6.02 pm and ended at 8.02 pm, that's exactly two hours, i'm very punctual..
PB:Okay..more details...wat did u use..what type of soap...what type of cloth, what vacuum cleaner brand...where u wash ya car? any help? made any mess?
HL:i have no idea what car soap i used, it's some brand from amway my mum got me.. it supposingly washes and waxes simultaneously, which according to a very concerned friend of mine, deleterious to the paint coating my car..
PB:serious!?!?!?!? i used da same one too...its quite a big bottle..
HL:next, i searched my wardrobe for a piece of cloth i could use and cut it into two.. i have no idea why i can't just use a piece of cloth as one piece..
PB:Amway..hmmm..didnt know it was so popular...hahaha!
HL:okay, vacuum.. it's one of those small ones which are portable.. my aunt gave it to my dad when he bought a new car when i was born, in 1988 and my dad never used it. that's right, the vacuum cleaner's as old as i am, probably older by a few months even.
PB:Where did you wash it and how much mess did you make?
HL:i washed my 'baby' in the car porch with absolutely no help at all! i take so much pride in that and and and, i made a very very minimum amount of mess! yay me!
PB:More questions,what technique of rubbing? anything special that u did..with extra love for ya car?
HL:technique of wiping? i think i did it in circular motions, clockwise! yes i did!
PB:hmmm...splendid..just one more question..did u have trouble reaching the center of the top of the car??? ahahahha!
HL:i had trouble with that! so i just stepped on a part of the car next to the driver's seat (you know, there's like a little room there next to the seat? i reckon it's for this purpose in case the car owner is as short as i am) and managed to reach the top! wua hahah, i felt tall for once! it was just nice for me to reach the top!

That concludes our oh so wonderful and interesting interview and activity on car washing today!
Isn't this post so interesting it makes you wanna read it over and over and over again?

The following are the pictures of the car wash activity that had occurred today. Be warned! The following pictures may contain graphic contents to some readers. The blogger will not be held responsible for any health are eye problems caused by the following pictures. WARNING! Reader's discretion advised!

If there's a burning sensation after looking at these pictures, please consult an eye specialist and not the blogger! Your cooperation is greatly appreciated! ;p

tears of my heart

2007-08-24T00:19:00.000+08:00

It has never made me feel good when i could do was to watch from the back as you're getting hurt, helpless, being so useless and disabled. Guilt has kicked in, though i know it has absolutely nothing to do with me but it hurts me to watch you like this, to know that you're hurting right now. Sacrifices has to be made, and sacrifices i have made for you; i'm not sure if you've noticed.
Can't you tell by now what my heart is saying to yours? Must i make it so obvious?

LIFEHOUSE LYRICS

"First Time"

We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide

Looking at you,holding my breath,
For once in my life,I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,letting you inside.

Feeling alive all over again,
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, she says
For the first time
Maybe I'm wrong,
But I'm feeling right where I belong
With you tonight
Like being in love
To feel for the first time

The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes

Looking at you,
Holding my breath,
For once in my life
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
Letting you inside.

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

We're crashing
Into the unknown
We're lost in this
But it feels like home

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

Sacrifices and pain? I bleed to know that i'm alive and that i really do love you...
-shiau-

THE BATTLE LOST

2007-08-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

Why does life have to be so difficult at times? I know i'm not the only one with problems lately but it doesn't mean i'm not feeling the effect of it. Have you ever felt like your brain's splitting, with everything in it pouring out? I'm really confused and now i have no idea in how handle everything. Lately my family's been really disfunctional and i'm incapable of holding on. My sanity is slowly slipping away from me, bit by bit right through my palms. The immense pressure that i'm feeling is finally taking it's toll on me and with the amount of weight on shoulder i am no longer able to stand up tall like i once did. Am i still who i once was or is what i show now merely an act to cover up what i really feel inside?

At this point, i don't really know myself. I have lost myself, i have lost the battle, but i hope i have not lost the war.

Why have you forsaken me,
In your eyes forsaken me,
In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart forsaken me,

Trust in my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die,
In my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die.

If life is so fair, then why do roses have thorns?

Update!

2007-08-07T17:26:00.001+08:00

Can you believe that we only have 3 months left before we'll be facing our biggest challenge yet???
I suppose this is the time where we have to really work our asses off and no more procrastinating for all of us! It's hard not to be lazy sometimes but there really isn't any other options left to choose. At this very moment, we are at the point where it's DO or DIE! I can see some of my classmates starting to work harder and i'm sure i must too!

Next off, I want to thank Hui Ling and Yu Ting for buying me "Spongebobby". It really cost a bomb didn't it? I really appreciate what you guys have done for me! And in return, i will treat you two better than i already do and treat you in other ways that you two want in case you call me CHEAP! Hahaha...

Life lately has been alright i suppose! It's been really fun and my life's a little more stable now than it was last month and months ago. And for all this i have a few people to thank! And besides that, i have a couple of secrets that are no longer secrets anymore. Some i have confessed and some i have just hinted it out. To me it just seems that telling the truth would make me feel more comfortable and it would be better for all of us. I told you the truth and every single word i said came from the heart. And when i said i'm stuck in between 2 person, i am not going to take any actions for now because i don't want to end up hurting myself and them; losing them in the process. I suppose Hui Hui knows what i'm talking about right now if she's reading this. We did talk about this the other day and our conversation was rather hilarious!

And to Yu Ting ah, try not to emo so much and so long anymore okay? You made a promise to me in return for two promises i made for you. I'm really glad that you have kept your promise and for that i will keep mine. Thanks for supporting me and for the advice the other day and i'll keep it in mind! You are after all MY Xiao Ting Tang!

Next off, The Simpsons movie was really good for a cartoon actually. It's the classic Simpsons family story and it's great they kept the essence of the series in the movie. A couple of cameos, pranks, jokes, i would say this movie was a success! Since i'm running out of ideas and i'm facing writer's block, this is all i'm posting today! Till next time, Take care and BYE! :)

It's like my heart's in a washing machine

2007-07-06T19:39:00.000+08:00

Well, as you can see from the title, and if you're the type who's capable of reading between the lines i suppose you could tell that at this very moment i have a very mixed emotion towards everything. One minute i'll be the normal happy person that i am, and another i'll be all depressed and sad. I don't really have any idea what's bothering me really but i feel rather easily hurt and annoyed nowadays. I suppose this is one of those "mood swing periods" that i have or the "depressed time zones" that i once had. Have been feeling down in the dumps lately, probably it's because a lot of changes is happening in my life right now.

Well, Jian Lun's leaving for New Zealand tonight and i'm sorry i couldn't be there at the airport to send you off...Thanks for the extraordinary time you gave me and the rest of the guys before you're leaving. I know you're going to come back soon but well the absence of the "pantat" will sure leave a mark somehow. I mean, hey, we've been the greatest of friends since Form 1 right? I hope you won't bring havoc the "ye olde peaceful New Zealand" once you're there boy. They're going to send you right back to Malaysia once you're crazyness starts kicking in over there. I think at this very moment that i'm typing this you'll be at KLIA by now with the guys, Bak and gang. I remember the time when i met in at KLIA over 3 years ago when you were heading to Shanghai while i was heading to Beijing. You were farnee pantat!!! All i can say now is have a safe trip boy and i'll get in contact with you once you're settled in well. Me, Jian Lun and Jit at Weng's pool party!

That's enough of the sappy stuff.
Next off it's all about movies!
Transformers so totally rawked!!!!! It was so damn good anyone who's watched this movie would want to watch it over and over and over and over and over and over again!!! I love every single character in that totally awesome movie. But off course, i loved Megan Fox in a different way if you know what i mean. The jokes were funny if you're the type who understands it and the action scenes were great!!!! To those who haven't watched this movie yet i strongly recommend that you do so immediately when you still have the chance and watch it over and over again! And please do note the characters in the Transformers movie especially the Autobots. But overall my favourite is definitely Optimus Prime and Bumblebee in robot form but in vehicle form there's one particular Decepticon which makes me drool all over which is Barricade! The Ford Mustang with wide body-kit, how can anyone not love it!

Here are some pics.....The Chevy Camaro a.k.a. Bumblebee and The Ford Mustang a.k.a. Barricade
Foxy!!!

Btw...Shia Lebeauf is a better than i expected. I mean what would someone expect from "Even Stevens" right? hahaha...well...never underestimate him. He is quite a versatile actor! And isn't Megan Fox just so foxy in the pic. up there?

Next off...Die Hard 4.0

First of all...i ain't saying that Die Hard isn't a good movie to start with, because it is. But after watching Transformers all other shows just ain't good enough. And Maggie Q had to die halfway into the movie! Ain't going to comment so much about it but it's quite farnee and entertaining i must say.

She's just so totally hot!!!

Well...a summary of my movie review;
Transformers rocked so hard and its just so god damn good that other movies can't even eat the dust that it left behind even if they tried. I'm serious...it's just that good!
I suggest that if you want to watch Die Hard or any other movie, watch it before you watch Transformers if not you won't feel the awe for the other movies!!!

Shiau da PB has updated by special request from his one and only tau kei who sounded rather grumpy in her post when i read just now!

Memories are sweeter when it has mature with time. Time changes everything. You may be forgotten or not be acknowledge, but for those who do you will always leave a special mark in their life which makes it worth even more living. Hold on and never give up even when it seems everyone and everything has forsaken you. Simple thoughts of the heart.

This week has been an "emo" and "depressed" week for me to those who had not noticed.

See da diff?

2007-06-23T20:05:00.000+08:00

Spot the difference?
This was done by Raja.... btw...this pic was taken during the dramatic day of "DA REPORT CARD DAY" also known as OPEN DAY!!
What a day full stupid antics and other stuff!

Chongy's gathering, great evening-heck of a good prank-i suppose

2007-06-03T21:22:00.000+08:00

Here's the almost complete and full story of what had happened on Jun 3rd 2007 at Damansara Utama or more specificly, home of the well-knowned HBB MR.Chuah Chongxian.

It was just like any other evening,we have all gathered at Chongy's place since he had invited us over.First to arrive was Ms. Lee Jiaqi then Shiau, and behind him, a
car driven by David and inside was Guo Zhang,Yu Ting,Vitya and Yee Han. Awhile later arrives Lavania. We talked and messed around at Chongy's computer table and we got a little hungry to we decided to take out some Chinese food. Chong had asked me to come along and drive him to the restaurant. So as usual, i casually asked if anybody else wanted to follow but Chongy told me that it should only be the both of us. I drove him and as i was to turn into Uptown, he asked me to take a detour to BP and so i asked why. From this point onwards was where the prank developed. He told me i had to go pick Satchid up(cause Satchid told us initially that he wasn't coming,but it was all part of the plan) and from then on they told me all about what they were going to do.

Around 6.45p.m.
Arrives at Bee Fatt restaurant to grab some take out. The told me all about their plans here and that they needed me to play a part in it. I did refuse at first because i think the prank was a little overboard but after many persuasions i agreed.

7.00p.m.
Safely returned to Chongy's place.Had them(chid and chong) dropped off a little further from home to set up everything. I parked my car and waited for the signal to begin everything. As i was waiting, i POLICE PATROL CAR drove by. Thank goodness it didn't come back. Then came the signal so i brought the food into the house. Nobody came down to help me with the food(which was good for the prank) and i heard all of them laughing cause apparently they were all watching some funny video on Youtube. From here on the prank commences. They slipped a t-shirt over my head...then...they started throwing things all over trying to make it sound like a struggle and of course...i got beaten up...and boy did they really beat me up! No one came at first because they had thought the dog had ran into the house as it was barking initially. Then the lights went off!!! We slowly ascended the stairs and a few of them came to see what's going on. Chid had yelled in malay demanding for their wallets and handphones(though we were still just at the staircase).
From Zhang's blog:
Then, I saw a bulky man, clad in blue, running up with a gun in his hands, pointed at me. His face was covered except for his eyes. By then, most of us were already in a room and I was halfway into a room myself.

From Yu Ting's blog:
suddenly..
some noise came fr downstairs..
we looked around,
i think they saw something la, i saw nothing ( in this case, da "nothing" here is not me! )
then i looked at VITYA n LAVANIA, they were already hiding in da room..

Then Chid pointed a gun(a toy gun which has a big MADE IN CHINA label at the side...btw...i meant a HUGE label) at Guo Zhang. Then, the gun was shifted towards David and he was so shocked he stoned! Guo Zhang took the opportunity to run into the room. He tried to pull David to safety but failed and so shouted "SORRY DAVID!" and then "BAM!" the doors tightly shut! Both the master bedroom and another room's door was closed and locked. There was a moment of silence and then Chid yelled "KELUAR!!! CEPAT!!!LU MAU KAWAN KAMU MATI KE????!!!!!" there was another short moment of silence, no one had said anything, not even the robber wannabes..then David, bravely fought back and struggled, then he realised the gun was fake! He then shouted" wats this? the gun fake wan la!!!" but i suppose all was too afraid to be able to hear anything. After awhile, more yelling and shouting from Chong and Chid, Jiaqi had realised that is was really their voice. We started laughing hard and then Jiaqi and Lavin came out and they started pulverising us with the "Magic Mop" stick. Then we had to convince Guo Zhang,Yu Ting,Yee Han and Vit that it was ok to come out. When the door opened it was quite a funny sight(i know its mean) but you could've seen Yu Ting,Vit and Yee Han sitting and hiding behind the bed.
That was the end of the prank...at least for the prankers.

From the prankees,
From Zhang's blog:
Vitya handed me her phone after dialing 999 using her cell phone. Unfortunately, you cannot use 999 to call for the police using a cell phone. I saved the cell phone's emergency hotline in my phone but I was dumb enough to have left it outside.

I cancelled the call and tried calling my parents. Panicking, my fingers became clumsy. Yee Han passed me her phone as well and I tried calling using hers. It was then that I rediscovered my disdain for all Sony Ericsson and Motorola phones as it was extremely difficult for me to make a call. then again, I was pretty much pumping out adrenaline like there's no tomorrow. Heh, no tomorrow. The irony.

Meanwhile, I could hear someone getting it outside and all of us assumed it was David getting beat up. The robber(s) knocked on the door opposite ours. One yelled even more, banging on it and demanding that we hand over our cell phones.

approximately 7.30 p.m.
After all was sorted out, it was dinner time. The prankers + shiau didn't have any problem eating but the prankees didn't really have the appetite after such a scare. I mean i do know how it feels when you think you're going to die when Guo Zhang said " I saw my life flashing before me" and its exactly how i feel when i fell off the cliff in Camerons last year. Jiaqi and Vitya was tearing, Yu Ting was totally STONED, Guo Zhang was nagging, David was at the comp, and Yee Han was exceptionally calm during and after the ordeal. I felt damn bad after that. Everyone else was regaining their composure after awhile but Yu Ting cos she was seriously STONED!!! I didn't even hear a single beep coming out from her. So i decided to try to make her feel better by sitting with her la...at least to give her a safer feeling.

8.10p.m.
Decided to drop by to my(shiau) house since most of them lived very far from here and had not been to my house. While here, they had a short tour of my room and we watched a lil tv. When the Nokia 5700 Music Express ad popped on screen, we couldnt stop laughing. The guy mocing his chest on screen reminded us of a certain HBB which didnt show up and i don't think i need to say who. Then we shifted to playing playstation. We played a lil Crash Team Racing,Marv. vs Cap, and GT2. Then by 10.00pm we called it a night and they all left. It wasnt the end of their fears yet. It is another ordeal itself to be travelling when David's at the driver's seat. But all is well as they all reached home safe and soundly.

A special tribute to David
To David who was exceptionally brave, i salute you. And you have me greatest respect, but you are still LALA. Nothing can change that fact. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! But never ever do that again. No amount of money or belonging is worth risking anyone's life.

AND from SHIAU to ALL
I was supposedly one of the PRANKEE but since one of the prankers didn't show, they had asked me to be a replacement. I'm sorry for the scare we had given you all. This could be the last time i;m ever pulling this kind of prank cos i don't think i can handle the guilt! ahaha..

And to "tau kei" Hui Hui Ling,
Feel sad and jealous le nvr come u HBB???? does somewhere around your heart feel a lil sour everytime you think about missing out on this gathering??? hee! Kiddin la..i know u had fun spending 400 bucks shopping yesterday.. *bleh* ;p

Thats all for now...for more information on this prank and personal opinions of the prankees you can visit Yu Ting and Guo Zhang's blog.Links are on the sidebar.Take Care Everyone!!!

Pissed...

2007-05-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

I just wanna say..dont fucking butt in into other ppl's things when you got nothing to do with it. Everyone has their limit and you almost went over it. I'm not feeling very well and i've not been having a very good day so don't fucking come to me with your "all important" attitude. No offense but i'm just not in the condition to handle these situations today.

That's all i have to say.
Shiau signing out!

One of the longer "posts".... XD

2007-05-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

I ain't got nothing to do now so i decided to blog today. Holidays are so overrated. You crave for holidays when you're in school and when you finally get it you don't even know what to do with it. 2 weeks of holiday isn't really that long a time and i suppose we really need to make good use of what little time we have. Every little moment that seems insignificant could really make a difference in your life so we should really try to complain less and appreciate what we have. My aunt has passed away more than a month ago but i thought it is about time i blogged a little about her. Having given many thoughts about it, i now know that i do miss her alot though i don't show it. I sometimes dream about her every now and then. Today was the 49th day since she's passed and it was her prayer day today so we dropped by to her house for small ghatering. Everyone seemed to have gotten her passing initially as everyone was joking around and talking a whole lot, but it really hurts inside when you seem all of them tearing when they offer their respect. She's been suffering from pancreatic cancer for the past 6 months and it has taken a toll on her. She was suffering every single day, but now she's in a better place now i suppose.

Next off,

Enough with all the sappy stuff, i'm going to do some baking tomorrow. I have a sudden urge to bake but did not know what to bake. But eventually, i thought of baking whipped potatoes with some italian cream sauce with mushrooms, a little meat and more potatoes! I can't wait to bake though i'm not sure if it'll turn out nice but most of the time i have luck when it comes to cooking. Not to brag, but somehow even if it was bad, it doesn't end up awful! Well, i've got my mom to help me so i won't screw up badly this time even if i do. Baking's one activity which fills my time during the holidays but i'm still looking for more to do....

Orientation???
Orientation was fun for the upper 6-ers (of course it was, it was payback!!!). There was a total of 10 stations which the juniors( they were divided into 8 groups). I was in Wai Yi's station which was the water balloon station with Eunice, Su ming, Julian, Chung Kent and Kelvin. The task was we were to make them fill 40 water balloons in under 5 minutes. IF THEY WERE TO FAIL, they will be floured( as in being thrown with flour). Being mean, we threw the water balloon into the air and they were to catch it and put them into a pail and once again, they WILL be floured when they fail. Actually, my station is one of the less painful ones. Chongxian's station was to fill a bottle with dirty water using a sponge and nothing else but their armpits to hold them. There's a twist though, there's a hole at the base of the bottle therefor it's impossible to fill it to the marked level. Pik Yuen's station was to retrieve coins from a box full of crickets, insects and a box filled with dirty squid wateR!!!!! Yuck!!! FAil to do so and you get floured and coconut milk all over you. I should know cause when i dropped by more a short visit to their station, they got me so bad my hair was stiff with coconut milk all over it. Pik Yuen, Jiaqi, Yu Ting and Meng Li grouped against me. I think the nicest among them was Hui Ling who wasn't behind the "GET SHIAU!!!" conspiracy. Other funny things was to see all the Lower 6-ers running around like headless chickens searching for the few selected upper 6-ers who were running around....and of course, we helped confused them by pretending to be the ones they were looking for! Guess what? They greatest treasure for the treasure hunt was Satchid's pair of blue striped boxers!!! One group did eventually find it and boy were they happy...ahhaha....NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE THE DAY WHEN SOMEONE WOULD BE HAPPY TO FIND AND GRAB SOMEONE ELSE'S BOXERS!!!

On the contrary,

Though we did have a heck of a great time we were rather dissapointed with some of the lower 6-ers. Some were quite rude and they acted all snobbish, feeling superior. They have no idea what's ahead of them and they're going to know why the Upper 6-ers are so humble every year. There are a couple of jack-asses in this year's lower 6 batch but the nice few are really nice!!!

Going once, Going Twice............SOLD!!!!!!!
Sounds familiar doesn't it? You'll hear it quite often if you were in school the other day during the orientation. Once again, the old SAMAD tradition of "THE SLAVE AUCTION" was held! I was sold last year so i thought i'd buy one this year. Didn't see it coming, but 19 guys ended up sharing 5 slaves, all girls. We sorta planned it raise the bid for every candidate but not buying them until the final 5 girls. After a succesful bid, we celebrated with a group hug and a loud chant, making all of us looking like a group of lonely, sad, horny people. Then Jiaqi and Yu Ting had to come and say that we were HAMSAP. Jiaqi, You're kinda HAMSAP too...ahahhaha...always sticking in a ear everytime we guys talk about some horny joke, you never fail to laugh! Twas nice knowing all you guys! Never going through a dark day with you guys aroud... :)

Teachers Day!!!
Teacher's day was held on friday and was it a hot day! We sat under the sun for 2 whole hours before being able to sneak off to class.(Thank god the school's huge!)
Being bored, Brian and Julian sneaked off to get cards at 7-11 and came back to school for a couple of games of "cho tai ti". Getting late, probably around 10, we decided it was time to prepare for the class party and set everything up. We were to go get Domino's pizza and KFC but it opens at 11 which is a little to late. Didn't know what to do, we resorted to going to Mid Valley! We got all the stuff we need there! IT was kinda fun going to Mid Valley so early in the morning and in school uniform when everyone stares at you when you're coming from the parking lot! And i drove a car full of girls with me to Mid Valley which was a first for me....ahahhaha....( i was the only guy in da car). We even got Brian his birthday present there, a cactus!!! which looked exactly like his head! And with no fail, a bashing comes along with every birthday. We threw ICE WATER at him and the poor guy was shivering. Then we beat him up into a pulp. NICE!!! Thank god my birthday's during the holidays where no one can get me. Then came the teachers for the class party. They had fun seeing us talking so much and JP had fun insulting every single one of us as usual. According to him, if you give every single Malaysian a piece of chicken, they'll be very happy and satisfied.(Note: he said that after watching us eating our KFC, and said that because we were all smiling) Then i was crazy enough to play 5 whole hours of badminton after school. It was really tiring but that was not the end of it, I had a phone call in the middle of the night telling me i got a basketball match the next morning!!! I almost fainted....ahahahaha. But we lost match by a point but overall it was a good game!!! Basketball is my passion afterall!!!

Thats all for today's post...I'm running short of "ilham" already...
Till next time....toodles! :)

Exams over...for now......sigh...

2007-05-17T15:31:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! Mid terms finally over and boy was it stressful. I think i've overheated my brain yesterday while doing MAth paper 2! HA! Well, i suppose now we can all have a short break before taking back our results and try to kill ourselves over it. It's rather strange though, being so free after exam it feels bored. Within this past two weeks we have been so fully occupied, now having some little time to spare, we don't know what to do with it.

Second of all, after months of waiting, the lower sixers are finally coming in tomorrow. It's time for revenge. Actually, we can't take our revenge on them because they didn't do anything to us, but unfortunately, having no other opportunities to beat up any other people, they'll just have to live with it. Then they can go on beating lower sixers of the next generation. Ha!! It is a tradition afterall ya know...

Oh well, thats all for today...till next time, toodles! :)

I'm back~~~

2007-04-21T19:22:00.000+08:00

Life's been real hectic lately. Everyone seems stressed out with their studies and thier personal life. I really miss the times when i was much younger, not having to care about the world but myself; needless to have anything troubling myself. School's been great this year, got closer to more friends here and i do notice that i've settled in well in Samad. There is a girl who i like in my school now. She seems really nice and she has a great personality, but like what BAK used to say, i kinda fall for the same stereotype( Bak said this a long long time ago.....) so it's no suprise for those who know me well who is in Samad to know who i like. However, it doesn't apply to the guys who know me though cause i don't really tell them this kinda things.

My mid-term exam's going to start soon and this could be the hardest exam of life so far(cos STPM's is in the end of the year) so i guess i really got to buck up and start working my ass off if i ever do wish to be a "rich-ass" engineer. MY porsche,ferrari and my mansion( i'll own it one day.....one day.....not sure when....but one day....) will be determined with this exam. This exam would be the pathway to lead me to my dreams; meaning i'd better not screw up!!!

My aunt's dying in the hospital right now because of cancer. I do love her alot and i really do care for her but sadly there's not much i can do now. all i can do is that a miracle happens. It's unfair for my cousin to lose someone so precious to them at such a young age. IT's unfair to everyone who's lost a loved one. En...i'm really sorry but i do hope everything's better and btw...where have u been??? M.I.A already??? Well, i have been missing for quite sometime now myself so i wonder how the rest of you guys are doing.

Next off, my family has been really disfunctional lately. Mom's stressed out all the time now because of my aunt, dad's not being very co-operative and of course pressure due to work, sis and bro's never home and me, well i've became the victim of all this. Since they all can't talk to each other, they all come to me and start nagging at me. It's not like i can do anything about it so i don't see any point in nagging at me. I do notice that i have zoned out from my family at home and so did my mom. According to her i've been really cold to my family lately. I stopped talking to them not because i don't want to talk to them but rather i can't. I feel really happy around my friends and in school and very much less stressed out. ME being in school and me at home could probably be 2 different people now. I feel really really tired,exhausted and stressed out at home nowadays but i like to be at home, because i can sleep and it's definitely more comfortable to be at home under these scorching heat we're having lately.

PS:Stephy!!! where are you?!??!?!?!?!? I miss you!!!!! ahahhaha.....sudah kena kidnapped in Canada ke? Months since i heard from you!!!

Well, that's all this time.....till my next update..ciow!!!

School life:Part 2

2007-01-31T22:52:00.000+08:00

Well, it's 2007 now and i've been in SMK Sultan Abdul Samad for a approximate 7 months now. I feel more comfortable in school now than i first came. I do admit that when i first came to SAS, i kinda felt sad that i never had the chance to go to college unlike most of my friends. But looking on the brighter side of things, i feel that they are the unlucky ones who didn't get to experience life as a Form 6er. Getting privelliges in everything makes us feel really special sometimes but nothing beats the friends you get here when you compare it with college life. Popularity isn't a factor here, everyone's somebody important and it requires the whole Form 6 society to work and co-operate if either of us were to want any glimpse of success.

Being more settled down in school, school's more fun now. It's great to know new people. You hear more about life, you share, you connect and you touch each other's lifes.(minus the fact that jason goes around touching everyone's ass) So i guess this is about all that i'll be writing on today. I've uploaded some pics to check em out....and some vids too...ahhaha...

Playing "bulu tangkis" in our free period

Look at Jiaqi's reaction.....

Wai Yi and Brenda on Wai Yi's bday....

Cameron Trip SAS

Eunice!!

Here's the video of Wai Yi on her bday...It's only the link though...Don't know why i can't upload the video here..

ankle?

2006-12-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hey..since i've dislocated my ankle and i can't do much of anything so i'll just start blogging. It all started from a friendly basketball match against SMDU and all went bad for me...i scored an amazing 4 points!!! ok ok..it's not that amazing but i did help in other things too....then in the last quarter of the game..i jumped to reach for a rebound. As i was in the air,a fellow player of the opposite team jumped right behind me and causing a littl body contact in the air..and at our descend, he landed first and as i dropped back to the ground..my ankle landed right on top of his foot causing me to sprain and dislocate my ankle. I couldnt stand for at least 5 minutes due to the pain. I felt an awful and strange movement in my ankle when i fell so i knew this time i was hurt really bad...I've never once expected it to be as bad as a dislocated ankle.Dislocated ankle means i've either cracked or torn all the ligaments on my ankle which takes ages to heal. So at the moment i'll have to walk with crutches which believe me isnt that easy. Boy does it hurt your armpits when you use em!!! trust me...U dun wanna walk around using crutches if you had a choice but the least it does is it really helps strenghten your biceps and triceps...hahaha....

Here are some pics of my current condition....

I really really wanna walk soon....i wanna go hang out on my bday!!! i mean how am i suppose to celebrate my 18th birthday when i can't walk? hope all goes well and i can recover soon...so till next time..Toodles!

All American Rejects-Dance Inside

2006-12-09T19:40:00.000+08:00

Great song....thanks to Jiaqi for recommending...here are the lyrics for you....haha...

HE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS LYRICS

"Dance Inside"

You don't have to move, you don't have to speak
lips for biting.
You're staring me down, a glance makes me weak
eyes for striking
Now I'm twisting up when I'm twisted with you
brush so lightly
and time trickles down, and I'm breathing for two
squeeze so tightly.

I'll be fine, you'll be fine.
this moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song

[Chorus]
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

She sinks in my mind as she sheds through her skin
touch sight tastes like fire
hands do now what eyes no longer defend
hands to fuel desire

I'll be fine, you'll be fine
this moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song

[Chorus]

Ooo, ah [x8]

And I'll be fine, you'll be fine
Is this fine? I'm not fine
Give me pieces, give me things to stay awake (stay awake)

[Chorus x2]

Move down to me, slip into you

2006-12-04T12:29:00.000+08:00

zhang and me!

2006-12-04T12:28:00.000+08:00

nice hat and clothes coordination sayang...hahah!! kiddin!

2006-12-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

final day group photo at Bharat's tea plantation!

2006-12-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

the girls!

2006-12-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

lala chai! hahaha!

2006-12-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

the guys!

2006-12-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

Robinson Falls

2006-12-03T23:07:00.001+08:00

Shiau and Chid

2006-12-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

Vitya and Hui Ling

2006-12-03T23:06:00.001+08:00

human speed bump

2006-12-03T23:06:00.000+08:00

the Chongs! Chonxian and Chong Shiuan Wei

2006-12-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

lovebirds!

2006-12-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

u like your net dont u brian?

2006-12-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

pose maut!

2006-12-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

jus chillin on the road side..

2006-12-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

everyone sleep

2006-12-03T22:54:00.001+08:00

mafia?

2006-12-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

thorn among the roses?

Happy Birthday to Jiaqi

2006-11-19T08:57:00.000+08:00

Hey there jiaqi,

You're finally 18 now..hahaha....18 on the 18th of November eh...Hope you had loads of fun yesterday...Hope you like the presents you got from everyone too...even the shirt David bought though its a lil big...hhahaa...Take care la Jiaqi sayang..let me know if u need anythin...i got the 2 pics from your friendster...when you send me the rest of the pics i'll upload them
kel,lavin,vitya,jiaqi sayang,yee han & of course...shiau

haha....the girls after the MAC make up thingy...vitya..your plan backfired didn't it?yee han was smart and quick in running away!

The All American Rejects-for Jiaqi

2006-11-04T18:50:00.000+08:00

This is dedicated to Jiaqi who loves the song so much...hehe...enjoy it....
Take care now! =p

"It Ends Tonight"

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

{chorus}x2

Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

Holiday Dilemma?

2006-10-29T17:45:00.000+08:00

Today's the last days of holidays and i haven't done anything useful nor constructive. It's hard to believe that 9 days went wasted in a blink of an eye. I haven't done any reading or studying this past week but i bet most my friends did. Since i had so much free time in the past week, i spent a whole lot of it thinking of stuff, some useful and the rest just crap. Feelings and emotions tore me apart inside taking away every sympathy i had for myself and some for my friends. I care for people alot sometimes so much so that i feel so insecure, as if no one cares for me though they do as i care for them so much more. It's all bullshit cause i know my friends care and it shouldn't feel that way and feelings can be a pain sometimes.

Next topic....
Love.....?I'm not really sure what i've been feeling lately but it's definitely different from what i normally do. As usual it feels really good hanging around and there's never a moment dull. Their company is what i enjoy most and i don't look for their looks, they are who they are and that's what i find exceptionally attractive. Well, like what my friends tell me, I got to let go of the past and look into the future before I lose myself. Not to be trapped in the past is what my friends tell me and i suppose it's true. I may have found someone new but imfatuation may really be confusing. I'm not sure what i feel currently is real or not but i hope it is. I don't want to hurt her or myself with my uncertainty but what ever it is, i feel that i really love her now....hahah...

To my CERTIFIED CLOSE & GOOD FRIEND
I know it can be hard at times but as time goes it will heal in it's own way. Don't rush it and try not to let thoughts run around as it tends to make things worst than it should ever be. Support and care is the least any friends could offer and so i'll be here if you ever need anyone to talk to, to listen to you or even a shoulder to lean on....hahaha...or maybe to hand ya a packet of tissue la...but hopefully you'll never need it. You know what i mean right? But i'll be here for you as usual no matter what happens(except death la...hahaha...CHOI!!!)

OK....thats all for today's post...just thought i needed to update it since it's been so long...hahaha..till next time...take care to all my friends! ehhehe...and enemies too...just don't take care so much...hahahaha.... ;p

~ * meaningless and depressing * ~

2006-09-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

It's been kinda long now but I don't think i can hold in on inside anymore. Every where around me seemed to have darkened and so has my days. Your smile lights up my day any time girl and that's why i love to see you smile. I've never really mind being just another person to you though I would rather been someone special to you. But I've never had any of this luck in my life and I don't know when it's finally my time to finally get so lucky. I've done so much for the people i loved but it shall never be good enough. I've been ripped apart so many times, over and over again but i've never given up on it yet. Being there for you when you had troubles with your relationship, knowing that you are hurting inside but because there's only that much i could do for ya. All i could do was to lend a shoulder to lean on and a pair of listening years, i feel so useless and probably that has hurt me more than it hurts you. You were crying when you called me and i was shocked, with every sob its as if i could feel your pain. I stayed up all night till the next morning because i promised you i would be there for you if you ever need someone to talk to, i did not sleep not even for a second....

These are now mere memories....I've loved you but I do not have the luck of you feeling the same for me...

Imfatuation and love......really is...
Meaningless and Depressing........

~Love is nothing but a bud that has not bloomed until it has been fulfilled~

2006-08-29T17:35:00.000+08:00

her cake....wat's that next to the strawberries?? papaya ah? (=_=)"

2006-08-29T17:33:00.001+08:00

how many candles?

2006-08-29T17:33:00.000+08:00

done wishing!

2006-08-29T16:57:00.000+08:00

Shhh.....making a wish....!( I wish......they'd put less candles on the cake!!! ;p)

Funny shit man!!!

2006-08-05T21:34:00.001+08:00

Oh my goD!!!! satchid!!! what have u become man!!!! and Yong Cheng Wei from 1Adil 2001...oh my GOD!!!! i cant believe you two are doing this man!!!!Fuck man!!!! Walau eh!!! Tak Tahan MAN!!!!First to come out is Cheng Wei, second is Satchid and third is Wei Jun(Jit's friend)...the fourth one is an ADP student from help...cheryl...u might know him...u guys gonna laugh your ass off man...it can be a lil disturbing but its all for a good laugh!!!

2006-08-03T17:00:00.000+08:00

Hui Ling aka Sister Marie France(apparently others say she's a nun thats why we gave her that name! lol! )

2006-08-03T16:58:00.000+08:00

Brian aka Bra man...nice hair cut eh?!

2006-08-03T16:56:00.000+08:00

Wah...super heavy rain man...look outside(behind me)

2006-08-03T16:50:00.000+08:00

My leng lui blur case che che friend!! hehehe...Super blur man this girl!

S c H o o L ?

2006-07-14T19:07:00.000+08:00

HEy....

Havent updated my blog for quite some time now...and due to BAK's request,i shall update my blog. School's started for more than a month now and i guess i'm coping well with this school and the ppl here. Most of the Form 6 students are really cool and special in their own way and i suppose it's the reason why we all got really close in just the first few days of school which is during the ORIENTATION. We really got along very well with students of all classes.

People and friends here are great and can't say anything bad about them. But we all know nothing beats time and this new friendship can't compare with that of ours which was longer than 5 years. Perhaps it will take some time for this new friendship to develope to that stage but it's all looking good right now.

The stuff we are learning is kinda what they learn in college for their A-levels just that it's slightly harder and there's a few differences in the syllabus. The amount of homework and the responsibility the school puts on us is immense. Homework knows no end and we are put in charged of all the school's co-curricullum activities. We are given poses for it as 10% of our STPM Grade Point Average(CGPA) comes from extra curricular activities.

Well since school's started for more than a month now it can't be all good can it? There were some conflicts that happened in school and probably Cheryl know's about it. Imfatuation can be nuisance sometimes when it drags you down and it doesn't has anything to do with you. If you need details i might give you all some but perhaps i will just keep this to myself until this feeling inside me totally clears off.

I just want to say i'm greatful to know you guys in Samad!
Especially to Qing Qing...You really make me laugh my ass off and it's a sad thing you aren't my lil sis...heheheh....oh well, i don't have that kind of luck or deserve such a blessing...heheheheh...u really are one funny crazy ass women!!! ;p!!!!

TO the rest of Samadians...take care and peace out! will be seeing you guys in school!!!

To all SMKBU-ians(SMKBU-ians for life), i really miss you guys and it's been so long since i last saw you guys. I hope distance and time has not changed anything between us. Take care you all and i'll be seeing you guys soon i hope!

First day of Form 6

2006-06-12T16:44:00.000+08:00

Today we finally got into our own classes. More students came into my class today so it ain't as empty as it was before. Initially there was only 13 people if my class but today there was 24 that showed up. New students came in from Assunta, Sri Aman, Batu 8. Subang Utama and DJ as well.

My classroom was known as L6S1 which stands for Lower 6 Science 1. It's isolated! It's separated from all the other lower 6 classes and we share the floor with the upper 6 classes. It's damn tiring now since i have to walk up 3 floors everyday. I no longer have the stamina to do after 7 months not doing it.

Well class has been okay, but it is quite boring today. The teachers came in and our class' Form teacher's Pn Esteala. She teaches us Chemistry but when she speaks in English it sounds really weird as though she's forcing the words out, making her sound unnatural. Then we got Mrs Wong for as our Math teacher but she speaks really soft and she's quite boring. You wouldn't believe how many times Ying Choy fell asleep during math class. And Math in English is as confusing as hell!!! Then Mr JP a.k.a Johari came in. He's our Physics teacher, real funny but a lil scary as well. He spent 2 hours talking bout him choosing class monitors he wants not giving a fuck about who the real monitor is and talking about test pads and Girl's Pads..... He's a lil sick but funny...And for PA(Pengajian AM) we have Pn Noorashikin as our teacher. Like what Brenda said she's " so so la". Well school ends at 2.00 everyday for me except Friday meanwhile others get to go home at 1.10 on Wednesday and Thursday. It's crazy and it's damn tiring.

Nightmare comes when the upper 6 who bought us in the bid came looking for us. My boss aka Phang Dicmun is forcing us to sweep his classroom, the SPBT room and to join the SPBT thing...Tak Tahan betul man....sudah mahu pengsan...They bid for us in an auction, something sorta like eBay but not really eBay... well the fun part today was since i had nothing to do so i SMS-ed Brenda and chat with her during class....haahaha...that was fun...she was sorta bored too i suppose... oh well, thats pretty much how my first day of lesson is for Form 6....

Till next time....Ciowz!

2006-06-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

According to the test on Blogthings, i should be that which is stated below.

You Should Get a PhD in Science (like chemistry, math, or engineering)

You're both smart and innovative when it comes to ideas.

Maybe you'll find a cure for cancer - or develop the latest underground drug.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

When I'm in love....

2006-05-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

Have you ever known how much i love you? Well, when I'm in love time seems to slow down whenever i'm with you. I noticed everytime the wind blows through your hair, and i'll watch as each strand floats gracefully through the air before falling back down on your shoulder. Besides that, all I could do was watch from afar as you leave; walking away towards the exit watching as your hair sway in the air. Your smile is the only thing in the world which can bright up my darkest days. When I see your smile from afar, I fell in love with it and every smile you smile makes me love you even more. Watching those beautiful eyes and the sweet curve you show on your face, it's hard to know why i did not notice it earlier. Watever it is, I always loved you and forever will. I never stopped from the beginning but i guess it doesn't matter to you now. I just needed to express myself.

It really makes me wonder.....

2006-05-01T19:58:00.000+08:00

Everytime I look at you, i can't believe i'm falling even more in love with you. Although it really hurts not having you as my girlfriend, i'm extremely grateful that you're my friend. I never stopped loving you throughout all these years but i guess it'll remain a one sided thing. I can't blame you cause i'm sure the only thing wrong is me i suppose and it's not your fault. I mean it, it's not! There's no way i can blame you for not loving me the same way and it's unfair for me to do so. But right here i just want to confess that even after all this time I still can't stop loving you. Instead I'm loving you more by the day so i want to say sorry if all these have been bothering you. Take care!

Love is beautiful only when it is fulfilled.................

2006-04-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

Class of 2005( 5 Adil )

Memories???

2006-04-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

Hey guys....How has everyone been? It's been awhile since i last saw everyone of us together...or just even some of you guys which left the country already....I hope everyone's doing well with their lives...I just wanna tell you guys to take care and that i'll always be around if you guys need me. All of you guys in college, I'm sure you'll do well no matter what obstacles comes ahead. Just stay focused and keep in track of what you want to do and you'll never fail.

About me, no one really understands how it feels to have such a long holiday. I know you all don't mean anything bad by telling me to enjoy my holidays, but you guys don't know how it's like when you have so much free time, nothing to do, and the worst part is I always feel lonely. I feel left out of everything you guys are doing, what you guys are going through in college so I will never understand how it's like to be in college. Not to be rude, PLEASE DON'T tell me you know what i'm going through right now because you don't; so don't pretend you know.

To BAK: Nothing is as bad as it seems. You lack self confidence that's why you feel insecure. You're a great person with a great personality and you'll definitely excel in whatever you put your mind to it. You need not think so much about every problem you have as it tends to make matters worse than it can ever possibly be. Be confident and no obstacle will be big enough!

To Cheryl:You've been a great friend like all the others, and there's nothing more i could ever ask from you. You too, just like Bhavani lack self confidence as well. But since you started college you've gain more confidence and that's good. Your current obstacle that you haven't overcome is the inability to make decisions. You tend to hesitate alot in most things that you have in consideration. You'll do great when that no longer becomes a problem for you my dear.

To Jit:You're a great person with great attitude. You just tend to feel inferior to all your friends
but that isn't true. Everyone's good at something and just because some do better academicly it doesn't make him a better person. Remember that!

To JL:You are a person with potential and has an overwhelming ability to excel in whatever you wish to do. Nothing should stand in your way of things so don't worry so much. You can be emotional at times but it isn't a bad thing so don't let it stand in your way.

To Jing:My friend from primary school; it's hard to forget how you were in primary school. You've changed immensely from the Hoe Hui Jing i know in primary school. You've became more outgoing and "funkay" since then. Take care babe and be happy with who you are!

To Binnie:I know that we have had some misunderstandings in Form2 due to the choral speaking thing. But that became the past already and what's important is the future. Just know that you're a great person and just because sometimes there's conflict inflicted, it isn't all your fault. It takes at least 2 sides to start one. Miss ya babe!
p.S: Singaporeans, are they really that kiasu?

To Weng: I never knew you were that RICH!!! I didn't mean it in a bad way but it's just that i really didn't know. You're my super smart, rich, nice and caring anime "kaki". So when you find some new nice anime please let me know or when you want to give people your "harta" just know that i'll always be here for you. LoL!!!!!

To Josh: I've regretted not knowing you earlier. I only got to know you better after Form3 and it's really a pity. You have great personality and taste, so if you really are doing architecure, I'll definite come find you when i have enough money to build my own home. Discount okay?

To Steph: My dear, I've always said this to you; You're such a great friend and that i couldn't live a day without calling you. Surprisingly i'm still alive after so many months since you left to Canada. Not bad eh? "Apek Man" isn't all show only ya know....he has the power too....Kiddin! Just want to tell you that i miss you greatly and i can't wait to see you again.
p.s.:If only u weren't so garang in primary school i wouldn't have been scared of ya..lol...malu betul saya...

To Xu:My dear friend, there has always been many things I wanted to say to you but i never got the chance to. I know the there's always been something weird between us and I'm really sorry bout it. It ain't your fault and it's fully mine! Sometimes you think that life can be really mean to you and that it sucks, but it really isn't. You just haven't found the brighter side of it yet. Nothing happens for no reason and even when something bad happens, there will always be a good thing coming along with it. You won't be able so see it instantly but one day you'll understand. Take care xu. I could never ask for you to be a better friend....There's no way you could be because you're been a wonderful friend....Just a lil ill tempered and grumpy sometimes....( I gotta tell the truth..seriously..u can be kinda grumpy sometimes)

To En:My sorta nutsy Funky friend. You never fail to smile do ya...not bad...so far you're the only girl which can be compared to me....You know, we both are missing eyes when me smile...muahahahah....can't help it!!! Rock on En!!!!! You'll do Fantastic....

To Those who are reading what i've written above, I'm sure you realised that i've said everyone is a great friend and what i'm saying is sincerely from my heart...

Good Memories are like aged wines...the older it is, the sweeter it taste!!!
Friends forever....very cliche huh? ;p

2006-03-23T11:08:00.000+08:00

here's suzuka ohgo....without make up and all..promoting her role as sayuri in Japan.....still cute!!

2006-03-23T11:07:00.000+08:00

Here's suzuka ohgo as sayuri/chiyo.....she's cute ain't she???

2005-12-14T19:31:00.000+08:00

Saturday night fever!!!! most definitely!!!

2005-12-14T19:30:00.000+08:00

watcha doin babe? yea babe..shake it like a polaroid picture...

2005-12-14T19:28:00.000+08:00

Two of my dears....how u doin babes?Cheh wah...sound like a pimp...tapi saya takda potential...sigh...

2005-12-14T19:27:00.000+08:00

Hey dear....u looking great! Told u u were gonna look hot...gonna miss ya...

2005-12-14T19:26:00.003+08:00

My babes!

2005-12-14T19:26:00.002+08:00

The Gang!

2005-12-14T19:26:00.001+08:00

Ooo...u better watch out...cos when u sleep we'll be around cutting your hair too...

2005-12-14T19:26:00.000+08:00

Hey baby....nice body u got there...lol

2005-12-14T19:24:00.001+08:00

Bloody asses messing with me when i'm having the sweetest dreams!

2005-12-14T19:24:00.000+08:00

Oh prom queen/best dressed(xu) and Gladys a.ka. G!!!! NICE!

2005-12-14T19:22:00.000+08:00

HAH! my lenglui daughter!!!Daddy loves u too!!!

2005-12-14T19:21:00.001+08:00

Why am i so much bigger in the pic?

2005-12-14T19:21:00.000+08:00

Me and my babes!!!Muahahahahaha....where's my eyes?!?!

2005-12-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

Our beloved friend Shamin and Shahril!

2005-12-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

My lenglui chabo daughter with three malatlos(horny guys!)not!

2005-12-14T19:18:00.001+08:00

Us in our room after prom!

2005-12-14T19:18:00.000+08:00

Ma lat los!

2005-12-14T19:16:00.001+08:00

Our lovely model contestants....not!